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role model?

Is it that the world whirls around you or you around it? I haven't quite figured that out yet. I feel like everyone I already know has some sort of spell on them, while their tryin to make the most out of the life, while the ones I don't know, I feel like there's another world, for them. Everytime you hear a story about how something really cool happend, you go, "oh well, this is never going to occur during my lifespan, is it?". Well these kind of situations, really make me jealous. Even though we all get somewhat lucky, and could possibly experience different touch of happiness, but usually everything we own and live through, stays in its own perimeter. Thus its better to manage your own little world, and not to intrude to others. But now... Track, I feel like every step I take, Im beeing watched. My training methods, my training habits, even my drinking and eating. I don't know is it that, I'm from europe and I used to be a Food Science major, or

.gangsta, kool as a penguin!!!

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my thoughts, in a random row..... here it comes beaming indeed, im dreaming, baby runnin far in tenny, it seems like future holds the aces or can I blow him away with my river, hello, goodbye, sun is shining, yet weather is bullshit, I'll never wear out my  underwear, cuz they'l make me undatable, what tha phuk, i want my life to be a movie, and the same way i wanna be a movie director. like obama i want change and I need hope, but where is it? hidden crate? hidden secret, sacred, only for the one who believe, only for churches,  only for theists? I don't know..i don't wanna know, I do my own destiny, i am the captain of own victory lap, I run my own pirate ship, I build my own cribs, I own my own hollywood HILL. concerned, no, bored, yes, summer - NO, excited - Yes!, lights on- Yes!, dark outside, yes!!!.. probably the most interesten, the most nerv-wrecken, the most biggg, the mostest time of the year, it will be all determined IN A FUCKEN MONTH FROM NOW, plea